Poor poor... um... squatters and people...

I know empathy's good and stuff like that... but I just don't feel like posting my side of the story or whatnot...

I just feel like keeping it to myself for a while.

We've never prepared as much as this before... we have like more than twenty big soft-drink bottles filled with tap water just in case...

Oh and BTW, if you're asking if I'm still depressed... I am but at the same time not...

MIYAMIYAMIYAMIYAMIYAMIYAMIYAMIYAMIYAMIYA MIYAMIYAAAAAAAA!!!
*wanna chat with miya-chan now...*

0^0
~sketchadoodle09

You know what sucks? Not updating... no, it's not you, it's me, 'kay??

Just think, I've been on this website for like... I don't know, years? And yet, I only get up to 4,000 something pageviews... while mah other friends get more than that...

I SUCK!! OKAY?!_{might as well delete me from your watchlist}

I hate school... gets more time than it needs. I mean, c'mon! Isn't 11 hours of school good enough?? Does it really need my whole resting night?!!

WAAAAH!!

And why is it sooooooo hard to approach a guy _{ehemthatyoulike} and say 'hi!' or 'what's up?'. Why is it so hard to introduce yourself to a guy _{ehemthatyoulike} who doesn't know you?! I'm not generalizing, but that guy's dense!!

BEING ME SUCKS I TELLZ YAH!!!

Why is it so darn hard to walk away from a club that you grew to love?!! Why is it so freakin' hard to just let go?!! ..._{now they're inviting me to join PSDC when they know that i'm abstaining} It's not them, it's me...

I MISS DEBATE!!!

Paige... I miss that cute little kitten. I grew to love that cute little kitten... not only me but the rest of the class (even the cat-hating ones). Now that cute little kitten's in another darn class in another darn year...

PAAAAAAAAAAIIIIIIIIIGEEEEEEEEE!!!!

Why now? Why do I have to get a cold now?!!

DARN YOU COLD!!!

Look, saggy-chan... if you're going to say sorry, don't. I mean it. A while ago, I was depressed... but not because of you but because of the assassination booth. HECK I even wanted you to go to the marriage booth with him!!

SO DON'T SAY YOU'RE SORRY!! I MEAN IT!!

It's not you guys... it's me!! Hate me all you want... I hate myself anyway, so you're not the only ones...

_{Life sucks... why can't commiting suicide be easy?}

Well... depression--I mean, sketch out!
~sketch
_{Life is a ventriloquist with terrible mood swings. On one thing, it starts to be kind to you but later it's being a complete b*tch}

Well yeah, as said by the title, it has been a very lovely week...


BTW, don't ever ask about the previous journal...

So yeah... anyway... despite the fact that I was depressed because my parents wanted me to quite debate... ( I know...)and by the way, I am still depressed because of it (even though we talked it out).
DETAILS ABOUT IT:
I was on the computer doing my matter primer when my mom came out of the room, angry and all, and scolded me. She went in yet again and came out telling me to quit the Debate Society
I did not talk to them, but I only answered their questions quite vaguely, and did not show any emotion to them at all. (DUDE I WAS DEPRESSED 'KAY?!)
We talked it out. They said that I should abstain for the rest of the year and just return the next school year
Everything turned back to normal.

Okay, getting off that. This week has been a very rewarding week. I was hugely depressed but I suddenly got rewarded... hugely.
WHY THIS WEEK WAS REWARDING
Last Monday, I joined a contest (something about Journalism). I was a contestant for Editorial Cartooning of my school (a fourth year guy was also with me). In our school's contestants, I was the only third year student. ANYWAY, I won third place... I FINALLY GOT A MEDALZ!!!
Second, this week was Filipino week (actually, more like a month). Last Friday was the awarding for all contests. I think we messed up the Ethnic Song real bad... But anyway, I also joined the On the Spot Poster-Slogan making Contest. I actually won second place!! I GOTZ ANOTHER MEEEEDAAAALZ!!!


So yeah, despite the fact I can't actually get near the other section's room (you know that already, windrunner! ), I'm pretty happy as hell!!



Now all we need to do is do the Carol Fest muuuuuuch better than what we did with the Ethnic Song...

SKETCH OUT~!!
~sketchadoodle09

Pa--g aya ay ay, metaluga~ring
I--pa-tarrade tam ngamin...

Baaah!! LASHT SHONG SHYNDROOOOME!!!

LOL!!

So yeah, anyway, today was the most fun day... (except for the fact that I'm still depressed)... because I went to many places... X3

_{You don't know how hard it is to put something very exciting into words}

Going on...

I'm kiiiindaaaaaa....

...love-struck. (The question is, is it someone? Or something? Your choice. But I won't tell)



So yeah... _{It's so freeeaaaaakin' hard to tell something... I so need eMuJay right now...}
~shketch~

Well... not literally...

So yeah, just here to remind you *ehem... beforeIgetbacktostudyinghistory...ehem* that I will not be updating for the weekend... T^T (sadly). That includes tonight (Friday).

A debate competition will occur this Saturday and Sunday and I will be competing. It's called IDeA Lite: an inter-high school debate competition before the IDeA competition proper. Tonight, I'll be training with the UPDS (University of the Philippines Debate Society). Not only me, but others too.

So yeah, still hectic but I will be a little free afterwards. Take note: little.

Wish me luck!! I'm still feeling crappy and nervous...T^T
~sketch